At a loss for words

There is so much going on in my life right now, but I just can't seem to formulate my feelings into words. I probably feel every possible emotion on the spectrum (except anger) right now. Excited, happy, loved, confident, anxious, confused, upset, fearful, misunderstood, exhausted, lonesome......You name it I feel it right now. So I apologize now if I have (or if I do) confused you, made you upset. I can't expect you to understand me if I can't undrstand myself.

I can't wait for July!